i cant believe im saying this.
I've been officially knocked up.
im in shock. totally.
I dont even know how i feel (like...happy and worried and...i dunno!), yesterday i was making jokes to my husband about how preggers i was just to see his face, and today i just found out IM actually pregnant, like the real deal.
My dad is soooo happy, my mom's too but she got off from her surgery yesterday and she was discharged today, she was feeling a little in pain (poor mom )
I dont know what to say, its been such an emotional day. Im goin to be a mom...wtffffff, let me catchmybreath.
btw, Lavih baby is 3 months old (yeah, what the f***, i know, i have never been regular and it wasnt really weird when i didnt got my period 2 months ago, in fact, thats totally normal in my life...but i started to feel weird...like...my belly was weird, and i was gettin fatter (even when i stopped eating stuff that makes you fat like cocacola and cakes, tortillas, bread...stuff like that), i was soo sad i thought my diet was making me get the biggest chuby ever.
Told my dad today i was feeling so weird and that i had this thing on my belly, and he told me, omg i think ur pregnant, he told me to get a pregnancy test and i did, today morning...POSITIVEEE. then he got me a new one and POSITIVE, then he brought this thing called DOPPLER and then there it was...the perfect sound of a baby's heart pounding it was amazing.
I still dont know how it looks (probably like a shrimp, dunno) but its soo exciting.
im so scared, yes, but oh well, what's done its done and thats what happens when you let your husband do the nasty with you....Thats what you get for being a dirty sinner.
I love you, strange baby.
I love you Dad n_n
ps, sorry for being absent , half this past week i was with my mom at the hospital and then this, but i'll catch up n_n