before the bitching starts,
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE
i just hate this situation, i have a bitch (metaphoric and literaly) as pet, and my mother loves her like if she waS another kid....But she is a fucking dog and im pretty sick, dont missunderstand me, i really love all kind of animals, specially dogs, but that bitch is too spoiled and no one does anything to correct her behaviour exept for me, but everytime i try to let her know that biting my hand and barking at me without reason is wrong my mother just freaks out and she says: YOU JUST HATE HER AND YOU HAVE BEEN EVIL WITH HER, SHE DOESNT LOVES YOU.
I havent been evil, i play a lot and i take her to my bed with me at night because she seems to have cold, i try to love her and understand she's a dog and it is not her fault but my mom and sister's, but at this point i just hate her, i cant bare to see her, and i really feel this...rage, like i want to choke her when she barks at me or tries to bite me when i get close to my mom.
today i wanted to put her dress on (she allways wear dresses, how sick is that?) and she started to bite me, i got really mad and i just spanked her 3 or 4 times as hard as i could and my mother just went insane, i told her not to spoil her becuse thats why the bitch thinks it is ok to bite me and my mother just ignored me and told me i deserved to be biten by her...
it just make me really sad...it depresses me and im sick of crying because of a stupid bitch, it just hurts to see my mom angry at me without a reason and it really makes me feel bad when she says i deserve everything the bitch does to me.
I just cant live like this, i can't bare this anger because i know its not the dog's fault.
i want to tell my mother to stop being so stupid, because she's not making her happy by lettin the bitch think she's the lider , it is not right when she bites everyone (she even bites my mother, father and sister too but not as often as she bites me) she's a dog and she must act like a fucking dog.
im just goin to ignore both of them from now on, no matter what i do she will hate me because of my mother's fault and im not goin to spend energy trying to reform the stupid pet when no one wants me to.
It is all my fault because i knew the guy who sold that bitch to me and i convinced my mother to buy her for me...
i feel so angry!!!!!
im sorry for my english ;_;