Im offering some pencil commies! im having a lot of fun with pencil this days, plus i got a loooot of time this month because my job load is kinda light♥
if you would like one please drop a note!

some recent samples:

i feel so stressed, i have good and bad news.
The good news, i cant tell everything yet but its about a job i recently got (in the industry), i have so much fun and im finally doing what i like to do...after so much struggle, things are paying off...somehow
the bad news are about another job that i wanted to get soooo desperately, it was such a huge oportunity of building an awesome and strong portfolio...but i guess i still have so much to learn.

I kinda feel disapointed of myself... i wish i could learn faster
i want to be really good at this...this is everything to me.

My amigo, Jose Garcia is trying to reach a goal on INDIEGOGO, he wants to publish an sketchbook, but cmon, we're all artists here and we already know what's like,
i know i cant force you to donate, but at least read his proyect, see what it is about and please give a chance to his art, wich is really really good and if you're short on money
you can just spread the word.
He already made a kickstarter proyect along another person and it had a huge success, so, you can be sure your money will go into art...

you're wondering why is he asking for help again?

well, for starters, the kickstarter proyect wasnt entirely his, but this one is!

so, could you guys please give it a look? i know you must hate this kind of entries, but if you ever need it, you'd like people to help, right? Dont just think: OH, HERE WE GOOO!
Think this is just another fellow artist who needs support, as you might need it someday...

thankyou guys n_n it would mean a lot to me if you at least just read the proyect and if you can, share it with your friends!

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add me n_n??
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i hate camtasia, i hate it, shit, fuck...FUUUCK!
i managed to record a wonderful hour of painting process of a drawing for my husband (gift/tutorial, two birds in one shot)
and it seemed fine, i mean, i saved it and all...and now that i played it it just seems like it got damaged, some minutes are ok,
you can see the painting just perfect, but then this weird color appears, like when the tv is broken....and then it goes back to normal..
i cant cut the shity pieces because they last more than a minute, some others are even 5, and no longer looks like a tutorial!!!!!!!!!

this is bullshit!

Im making a tutorial right now to be posted tomorrow, you can choose the content
I dont make a poll cause deviantart's a bitch who wont care if i have been purchasing a subscription for about 5 years, now i dont have one and im unable to ask this differently...u.u im kidding, one has to pay for the good stuff i guess hehe♥

anyway, just suggest something and i'll se wich one is more awesome, it can be anything, from coloring hair, to tricky tricks to do things easier and faster, i dunno...you tell me, i'll try to come up with an idea to make it as easier as it can for everyone to try.

I cant really record the process of an entire ilustration, camtasia is not really nice to me and it allways shuts down, not to mention it makes my crappy computer go slowly so, i'd rather not to be asked to record anything, plus i have no microphone u_u


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This is the last day to vote, it wont take you much seconds of your life to click I WANT THIS, if it is not for me then you can vote for someone else!
there's plenty of awesome entries, and we could all use a vote!

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One of the downs of being a freelancer is when people think you dont work at all.
They think you are Bruce wayne or something, normal people just looks at you and say: "so...you're basically unemployed all the time and live at expense of your parents".
i understand how people who isnt in the art/design industry can think like that, i guess many of them (not all) just see work like dressing up, goin to an office to work from sun to sun, doing shity tasks they hate, just to come home to sleep and wish for an early saturday, so, anyone not doing that is simply a parasite.

Anyway, im cool with that, if i have had chosen a different life style, maybe i'd be one of those people, who knows.
What bothers me, is when friends or close people, think that.

I work mostly at night...all night, until 8 am, and i have a 9 month old son, so...even if i wanted to, there's not much time to rest, and when you decide to become a freelancer to pay bills then shit gets serious, because its not like when you live with your parents where you have food and free internet, and work is only to pay stuff you want, like an xbox and shit like that, its not like setting aside work to draw personal stuff whenever you feel bored...it isnt like:  "yeah, work will come in time yay!"...NO, its not like that, you have to constantly look for it, and if you dont have then you just do something else, but you have to be allways aware that you are your own boss and no one is gonna find jobs for you.

and when your friends dont take that serious...it really sets me off.
It is quite dissapointing and sad.

Im sick of people thinking they can just dispose of my time as if i had nothing to do...im not prancing arround, telling people where i work, with whom i work, WHEN im working...its not me, shit, I have 24 and i have never cared about publishing my own artwork anywhere (i just started this year), all i have published is thanks to friends or invitations i never asked for (wich i appreciate tons) and i dont even make a fuss about it, i recently (less than a month ago) did my Artistic facebook and besides DA, has allways been the only social network i use to promote my work...do you think im the type of person who will just say HEYYY, IM WORKING ON A MAGAZINE FOR A TACO RESTAURANT  IN MY CITY! WOOOOHOOOOOO!!!

NO. im not saying that whomever does that is wrong, not at all, but that's just me, i dont talk about the boring part of my work, wich is everything exept drawing.

Most of My friends know my working hours, mostly cause they want to call home and know when im awake (usually i sleep from 8am to 1pm, cause i have to take care of my son when my husbands goes to work) and they know what i do for living...many of them respect that and find my lifestyle weird, but they respect it anyway...some others dont, some others just choose to toss everything i say into the trash bin and act like if i was fucking Athina onassis, living like a nearly homeless person just by choice.

They do things, and say things that makes me feel bad, like if everything i do was just pointless and had no value. I dont care about what other people say about me, but what my friends think and say do matters.

Sorry...i dont know what i just said but i had to say it, since it happened today :/

If you can go check all the entries on the Mythical creatures design challenge and vote for the one you think its best! [link]
and if you can please give a vote to mine [link] ♥ n_n

you just have to click I WANT THIS and FAVE :3 n_n