thanks guys, for all your comments and cheers, im feeling quite better...well....kind of

Because the first thing i see when i logged into my bf's hotmail account (to check some issues about an account i have registred with my bf's mail...hahaha psyco gfff lol...kidding) was a paypal case opened against my boyfriend apparently.

Some guy has even put up a journal telling everyone he's a thief and this and that, and well, i will not say HE'S AN ANGEL because he has been quite disconnected from all his comissioneers but hes not a thief and i can assure that.

What upsets me is not the anger of his comissioneer (because i can understand why hes mad, apparently my boyfriend has been ignoring many notes because hes been so busy and so overstressed lately, not to mention he totally hates and he does ignores shamelessly the kind of mails the guy sends) but for the lack of patient....

i mean, art is not something we cant pull out of our fucking ass, like common shit...

i TOTALLY understand you (comissioners) guys put your money in our hands without questions, that's priceless and I really appreciate the trust,thats why when i take VERY LONG with comissions i allways try to give my comissioneers more than what they paid me for, because i somehow owe it and i do it gladly....but i'd like all comissioneers to be like the ones i have, ppl who have brain and understand the complexity of making art.

i dont know what would i do if i had a bunch of angry comisioneers bitching at me as if i was a fucking art machine, some ppl just dont understand we just can't be drawing all day, we have a life outside DA and if you dont trust the artist then why the fuck do you give him/her your money in the first place?


I allways try to make up for the time i took from all my comissioneers, there's this girl :megami-no-yorokobi: who paid me 10 usd to make a comission for her and she's been a pain in the ass the last 4 or 5 months? NO....at the contrary, she's been a totally sweett

of course i havent forgot about her comission, in fact i will turn that 10 usd b/w sketch comission into a bust uo /full colored and detailed one because I OWE IT to her.... because thats how patient gets rewarded, and i dont do it to wash out my guilt because i dont have any (of course im stressed because I DONT LIKE to take so much with comissions, i dont feel comfortable with having money in my power that isnt really mine still)...

I do it because its a way of telling my comissioneers THANKYOU for not being a pain in the ass...for understanding that i CANNOT make art appear from nothing, i cannot create pretty art if im feeling down, depressed...its a way of showing ppl that i really care and appreciate the trust they put on me.


I dont know why some ppl cant understand COMISSIONS are NOT to be taken as PROFESSIONAL WORK...is something (at least in my case) done from the heart.

Yes, for example sometimes i need money and i dont have a problem saying i took many comissions lately because i needed the money, but i also work on every piece with respect and love...if not it'll be easy just to work as a fucking machine and give everyone the piece of lifeless shit they paid for and TADA...i get the money, they get their insipid art.

No, i dont think so....
every comission i do is special because i DO try to improve with each (and i dare everyone to say im lying) and try to make them speciall, i try to make ppl proud of what they got, to make ppl feel like IT WAS WORTH THE LONG WAIT.

but apparently some comissioneers just care about their friggen money and their collection of art made of mercenary artists.

Thankyou comissioneers! THANKYOU FOR NOT BEING SUCH DOUCHEBAGS like this guy!

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